We
got off to a bad start
that
lead us to a mid-way slump.
Then,
in the end, we just choked,
frustrated,
tired, always broke.
They
said,"You've got what it takes."
They
had no doubt that we'd make it , Buddy.
What
a mean thing for them to say.
Made
us think it was worth it to pay all our time, and money, and the
option to be free.
All
the invites that I turned, oh,
all
the monthly life discarded, flushed, and drowned.
What
do I do now?
Sleep
or shout?
It's
all the same to me.
"Climb
every mountain," they sing.
"Work
hard and you'll get your dream," Buddy Boy.
But,
what when you've done all you can?
When
should you make a new plan for some peace, and beauty, and the
option to be free?
What
can I say now?
"It
didn't work out"?
It
sounded good to me.
Sorry,
Buddy.
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